Last Post

This is my last post
This is my last wish
I wish for happiness
For you and for her
No matter what I do
I won't be good enough for you
So I have to leave
And never look back
And you may never read this
But I know that it is written
That I love you and our daughter
My two angels from heaven.
But I can't be as good as him
No matter how hard I try
I can't make you that happy
Or pay for all the nice things
So I guess this is it,
I'm leaving today
On this 24th of September
The last thing you hear me say...

I love you
I love you
I love you

Waiting...

Living in lies
only eats me inside
I wish for death
With every breath
But death wont visit
With its icy cold touch
I'll keep waiting
For death, my last crutch

Update

I haven't updated this blog in ages, but now that I don't have a lot going on I think I am going to get back into poetry and songwriting. No longer do I have drugs to stimulate my muse, but I will always have love. Love for a person, love for humanity, love for excess, or love for insanity. I will always have love, and my new outlook on life will be reflected in my new poetry.

-Collin Jones