--THIS IS NOT A TEST.--
YOU ARE SICK.
YOU ARE LIVING A LIE.
YOU NEED THE ANTI-VENOM
YOU NEED THE ANTIDOTE
YOU NEED TO BE FREE.
SAVE YOURSELF BEFORE THIS GETS WORSE
THE BIRDS FALL FROM THE SKY
AND THE GROUND TAKES THE EDIFICE BACK
THROUGH FIRE AND BRIMSTONE
WE WILL ALL FALL.
--I REPEAT:--
--THIS IS NOT A TEST--
DO NOT TAKE THIS AT FACE VALUE
YOU NEED TO THINK
LOOK AROUND YOU
WHAT IS HAPPENING?
ASK YOURSELF A QUESTION TODAY
TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER.
--THIS IS NOT A TEST--
"People think you're like that all the time, but I don't think that. I just usually write when I'm depressed" -Robert Smith
Sunday, January 27, 2013
I Hate The Smell Of Cinnamon Air Fresheners
Neurotic pain spews forth from the interhemispheric fissure
Choking optic nerves with strength reserved for immortals
Zeus' bolt shoved, destroying the basal ganglia with pressure
Vomit usurping the...
...fuck I lost my train of thought.
I'm just going to unplug this fucking thing.
Choking optic nerves with strength reserved for immortals
Zeus' bolt shoved, destroying the basal ganglia with pressure
Vomit usurping the...
...fuck I lost my train of thought.
I'm just going to unplug this fucking thing.
Monday, January 07, 2013
On My Altar Of Bones
Secret sex tears nations apart
While underlings scrape by
Societal difference causing waste
As humans die on the sidelines
Covet thy neighbour for this is capitalism
Covet thy neighbours wife for this is healthy
Honour thy father, thy mother be damned
There are many gods before me
Philosophical minds breed contempt
For governments that know best
Just follow blindly, all my sheep
The organization won't lead you astray
Drop to thy knees and worship the Dollar
Exalt the Pound and Euro
For thine kingdom is and ever will be
A hell upon the backs of the people
While underlings scrape by
Societal difference causing waste
As humans die on the sidelines
Covet thy neighbour for this is capitalism
Covet thy neighbours wife for this is healthy
Honour thy father, thy mother be damned
There are many gods before me
Philosophical minds breed contempt
For governments that know best
Just follow blindly, all my sheep
The organization won't lead you astray
Drop to thy knees and worship the Dollar
Exalt the Pound and Euro
For thine kingdom is and ever will be
A hell upon the backs of the people
Dreaming of Your Divinity
As I close my eyes and drift off to sleep
I begin to dream of you
There's so many things I want to say
And so many I want to do
If you give me a chance
You could clearly see
That I am a captive
Of your figurative divinity
Not everyone thinks
The way I do
A good thing, I bet
For the world too
But there's one thing I know
I know how to love
I will always give
And I will never shove
This is the man I want to be
You helped me finally see
I owe you everything,
But everything is gone
I begin to dream of you
There's so many things I want to say
And so many I want to do
If you give me a chance
You could clearly see
That I am a captive
Of your figurative divinity
Not everyone thinks
The way I do
A good thing, I bet
For the world too
But there's one thing I know
I know how to love
I will always give
And I will never shove
This is the man I want to be
You helped me finally see
I owe you everything,
But everything is gone
Don't Lie To Me
I love flowers.
And I also love death.
There's only so far to go
While holding your breath
So take a minute and smell the roses
As the chlorine gas creeps up through
Seeping into all of our noses
Before we know what to do
It's nothing to be ashamed about
This fascination with dying
We all just take a different route
And being honest is better than lying
And I also love death.
There's only so far to go
While holding your breath
So take a minute and smell the roses
As the chlorine gas creeps up through
Seeping into all of our noses
Before we know what to do
It's nothing to be ashamed about
This fascination with dying
We all just take a different route
And being honest is better than lying
Drugs Don't Dull Pain
The smell of pussy lingers long after you leave
As I sink into sweet opiatic bliss
You left your stained panties
Laying on my nightstand
I hear the typewriter click in the kitchen
And I know you're not gone
Just writing another line
To just one more song
Stumbling I work my way towards you
Help me, I cry
I'm falling away, I think I must die
You cradle me now, forever
I feel stomach contents in my throat
As you drag me out
Nothing feels good anymore
And no one can help
It's cold outside is all I think
I hear a siren wailing
They're coming for me I know
But they'll never make it in time
As I sink into sweet opiatic bliss
You left your stained panties
Laying on my nightstand
I hear the typewriter click in the kitchen
And I know you're not gone
Just writing another line
To just one more song
Stumbling I work my way towards you
Help me, I cry
I'm falling away, I think I must die
You cradle me now, forever
I feel stomach contents in my throat
As you drag me out
Nothing feels good anymore
And no one can help
It's cold outside is all I think
I hear a siren wailing
They're coming for me I know
But they'll never make it in time
It's Me... I'm The Artist
A fucking burst of inspiration
Is surging through my veins
The best drug I've ever smoked
Is pure creativity
I can't help that you are vain
I don't know how to help you
My hands are clenched in fists of rage
But I'm happy nonetheless
I'm off-the-wall and entirely
Confused with the mediocrity
No real artists anymore
Just pimps and their prized whore
But I have words I truly believe
That will never be any use to me
Take them use them as you wish
Just remember who the artist is
Is surging through my veins
The best drug I've ever smoked
Is pure creativity
I can't help that you are vain
I don't know how to help you
My hands are clenched in fists of rage
But I'm happy nonetheless
I'm off-the-wall and entirely
Confused with the mediocrity
No real artists anymore
Just pimps and their prized whore
But I have words I truly believe
That will never be any use to me
Take them use them as you wish
Just remember who the artist is
Tomorrow Is A New Day
Tomorrow I leave
I know this is wrong
But there's nothing left
Of this old song
I need to find new
New places and things
Fresh beginnings
And no diamond rings
The heart will lead
It always has
And plants the seed
That crosses paths
My goal is west
Or possibly north
Never knowing what
Life will bring forth
But fear not friends
My new home is grand
It's a place without ends
A place for me to stand
I'll be tall, with respect and love
No one will again belittle me
And I will always thank the man above
For showing me what I couldn't see
I know this is wrong
But there's nothing left
Of this old song
I need to find new
New places and things
Fresh beginnings
And no diamond rings
The heart will lead
It always has
And plants the seed
That crosses paths
My goal is west
Or possibly north
Never knowing what
Life will bring forth
But fear not friends
My new home is grand
It's a place without ends
A place for me to stand
I'll be tall, with respect and love
No one will again belittle me
And I will always thank the man above
For showing me what I couldn't see
Escalation of Force
I am at peace
I need to rest
The battle has started
For this young vet
You'll soon come to find
That I have been nice
I have been kind
But it came with a price
The price was devotion
Which has been thrown away
With one little notion
Of things gone astray
But niceties are now gone
The happiness is past
It's a brand new dawn
And only one of us shall last
With this new day
There's only one thing to do
And nothing to say
I need to rest
The battle has started
For this young vet
You'll soon come to find
That I have been nice
I have been kind
But it came with a price
The price was devotion
Which has been thrown away
With one little notion
Of things gone astray
But niceties are now gone
The happiness is past
It's a brand new dawn
And only one of us shall last
With this new day
There's only one thing to do
And nothing to say
Pretty Pretty Girl
Pretty pretty girl you know how it is
I'll give you my hand, you give me a kiss
Pretty pretty girl I know you know
You see in my heart and guide me slow
Pretty pretty girl won't you walk with me
Teach me how I'm supposed to be
Pretty pretty girl now don't be shy
You'll give me your hand and I'll wonder why
I'll give you my hand, you give me a kiss
Pretty pretty girl I know you know
You see in my heart and guide me slow
Pretty pretty girl won't you walk with me
Teach me how I'm supposed to be
Pretty pretty girl now don't be shy
You'll give me your hand and I'll wonder why
Sunday, January 06, 2013
Neverending Story Of My Life
I had no money, nothing to give
I had no reason, none to live
You gave me a chance
You let me speak
I made you laugh
All tongue-in-cheek
This soon escalated
To something more
God closed a window
And opened a door
Now here I sit
Right next to you
A million miles away
But closer too
You're in my head
And throughout my heart
Always thinking of me
When we're apart
Now all I ask is to understand
All I can give, is to hold your hand
If that's all you need then you're in luck
I'll be yours, I won't run amok
I had no reason, none to live
You gave me a chance
You let me speak
I made you laugh
All tongue-in-cheek
This soon escalated
To something more
God closed a window
And opened a door
Now here I sit
Right next to you
A million miles away
But closer too
You're in my head
And throughout my heart
Always thinking of me
When we're apart
Now all I ask is to understand
All I can give, is to hold your hand
If that's all you need then you're in luck
I'll be yours, I won't run amok
Just A Chance
My heart beats harder
The butterflies flutter
When I see your face
My palms get sweaty
Knees feeling shaky
When I see your face
But like anything, given time
I'll come around and you'll be mine
Tell me a story, I'll spin you a rhyme
Just like Cash, I walk the line
Nothing's ever made me feel like this
I wish I could feel just one kiss
I'm okay with a long hard wait
Because you'll be there, you are my fate
Color me jealous of the ones before
But they're not knocking on your door
I am here, as I always will be
Just give me a chance and you will see
The butterflies flutter
When I see your face
My palms get sweaty
Knees feeling shaky
When I see your face
But like anything, given time
I'll come around and you'll be mine
Tell me a story, I'll spin you a rhyme
Just like Cash, I walk the line
Nothing's ever made me feel like this
I wish I could feel just one kiss
I'm okay with a long hard wait
Because you'll be there, you are my fate
Color me jealous of the ones before
But they're not knocking on your door
I am here, as I always will be
Just give me a chance and you will see
Wednesday, January 02, 2013
Climbing
There is a box
High on a shelf
In it contains
knowledge and wealth
The higher you climb
The more you lose
The more you lose
The worse you feel
The more you need
The box to be real
Keep on climbing
You're almost there
You're almost there
It's straight ahead
One more decision
Or else you're dead
Do you throw it all away
In an effort for glory and fame?
In an effort for glory and fame
You left yourself behind
There's nothing left
But an empty shell
A hollow piece
Of whatever remains
High on a shelf
In it contains
knowledge and wealth
The higher you climb
The more you lose
The more you lose
The worse you feel
The more you need
The box to be real
Keep on climbing
You're almost there
You're almost there
It's straight ahead
One more decision
Or else you're dead
Do you throw it all away
In an effort for glory and fame?
In an effort for glory and fame
You left yourself behind
There's nothing left
But an empty shell
A hollow piece
Of whatever remains
Sharing It All
My heart is open, my mind is free
Nothing quite like serenity
An open field, a hidden vale
Our ocean boat with billowed sail
My back is strong, my hands don't ache
I have learned what I can take
A frigid brook, a thorny rose
A loom to make our own clothes
The life is simple, the happiness true
Never again will I be blue
The sun will shine, the rain will fall
But I have you to share it all
Nothing quite like serenity
An open field, a hidden vale
Our ocean boat with billowed sail
My back is strong, my hands don't ache
I have learned what I can take
A frigid brook, a thorny rose
A loom to make our own clothes
The life is simple, the happiness true
Never again will I be blue
The sun will shine, the rain will fall
But I have you to share it all
New Renaissance
I'm back with a vengeance, it's a new renaissance
Nothing to lose, left with nonchalance
I was backed in a corner, but I am free
Nothing to lose, yet less misery
I yearn for peace, but understand
That no one's found it without a stand
I must fight, and I will win
So that you won't live again
I will stand strong and fight today
Behind the scenes and in the fray
Yelling commands to all my help
From elders to the new young welp
We will come back, we will prevail
Over the hills and in the vale
These rivers will run with the blood
Heads will fall with a resounding thud
Eventually, you will see
The mistake was not me
For you alone had it all
Thrown away with one last call
Nothing to lose, left with nonchalance
I was backed in a corner, but I am free
Nothing to lose, yet less misery
I yearn for peace, but understand
That no one's found it without a stand
I must fight, and I will win
So that you won't live again
I will stand strong and fight today
Behind the scenes and in the fray
Yelling commands to all my help
From elders to the new young welp
We will come back, we will prevail
Over the hills and in the vale
These rivers will run with the blood
Heads will fall with a resounding thud
Eventually, you will see
The mistake was not me
For you alone had it all
Thrown away with one last call
The Queen
Sitting on her throne the Queen glares down
As her servants scurry around
She barks and she screams to all who can hear
"Do my bidding, you have nothing to fear!"
No one believes, but does as their told
There will be none to break the mold
But one soldier stands tall, he makes his escape
To flee from the pain he has come to embrace
He runs and he runs until he falls
Looks to the streets and the shopping malls
There is a woman, her name unknown
But in his heart, their tale is sewn
They go to the castle and storm the gates
Finding the Queen that everyone hates
They use their tact, they use their skill
Steal it all for their own thrill
"Your time has come, it was obscene,"
The soldier cries to the Queen,
"I stole your crown and your prize
I took what's mine, now no more lies!"
As her servants scurry around
She barks and she screams to all who can hear
"Do my bidding, you have nothing to fear!"
No one believes, but does as their told
There will be none to break the mold
But one soldier stands tall, he makes his escape
To flee from the pain he has come to embrace
He runs and he runs until he falls
Looks to the streets and the shopping malls
There is a woman, her name unknown
But in his heart, their tale is sewn
They go to the castle and storm the gates
Finding the Queen that everyone hates
They use their tact, they use their skill
Steal it all for their own thrill
"Your time has come, it was obscene,"
The soldier cries to the Queen,
"I stole your crown and your prize
I took what's mine, now no more lies!"
Your Time Is Now
i am counting down to your embrace
the feeling leaving from my face
i do not hear i do not see
but that is no tragedy
i long for what i can not have
the prize that's just out of my grasp
a yearning for the one that's dear
that bullet placed behind my ear
a sanctified bitch's scorn
and the devil's bright red horn
i'm falling far from your grace
into her love embrace
the calender falls of the wall
as they say, time heals all
but wounds that can not bleed
will always be to plant the seed
the seed of doubt sown on the ground
leads to folly, the fool's around
lead him, drag him, he will stray
no one will be there for your day
the feeling leaving from my face
i do not hear i do not see
but that is no tragedy
i long for what i can not have
the prize that's just out of my grasp
a yearning for the one that's dear
that bullet placed behind my ear
a sanctified bitch's scorn
and the devil's bright red horn
i'm falling far from your grace
into her love embrace
the calender falls of the wall
as they say, time heals all
but wounds that can not bleed
will always be to plant the seed
the seed of doubt sown on the ground
leads to folly, the fool's around
lead him, drag him, he will stray
no one will be there for your day
Tuesday, January 01, 2013
A Soliloquy To Last The Ages
A soliloquy to last the ages, a dialogue to express my fears
A dream to last a fortnight, an dialogue to express my years
Camphor and chamomile, a shaman's delight
Rid me of the dreams, save me from the fight
Squelch the rumors, the hate, the lies
Kill the rats, the traitors, the spies
An epiphany to last the ages, a speech to express my tears
A vivid lucidity to last forever, a love to express the new years
A dream to last a fortnight, an dialogue to express my years
Camphor and chamomile, a shaman's delight
Rid me of the dreams, save me from the fight
Squelch the rumors, the hate, the lies
Kill the rats, the traitors, the spies
An epiphany to last the ages, a speech to express my tears
A vivid lucidity to last forever, a love to express the new years
Happiness Is Knocking On My Door
My dreams are becoming realities, my fears are finally realized.
Even now, while in limbo, I yearn for you, standing at the window.
Cradle the baby, I'll be by your side, no more running, no reason to hide.
I flee the home where all I know is pain and sorrow, defeat and woe.
To go to a place far down below.
You're waiting for me, I will run into your arms
Southern belle with your witty charms.
I crave thee now, forever I might,
Too soon to know what end is in sight.
But yet I chase, more intense than you know,
Oxytocin explosion this much I will show.
No one to follow, a true partnership found,
The sweet embrace wrapped all around.
I sink into nirvana, sweet serene bliss,
As I wait for your voice, your touch, your kiss.
Even now, while in limbo, I yearn for you, standing at the window.
Cradle the baby, I'll be by your side, no more running, no reason to hide.
I flee the home where all I know is pain and sorrow, defeat and woe.
To go to a place far down below.
You're waiting for me, I will run into your arms
Southern belle with your witty charms.
I crave thee now, forever I might,
Too soon to know what end is in sight.
But yet I chase, more intense than you know,
Oxytocin explosion this much I will show.
No one to follow, a true partnership found,
The sweet embrace wrapped all around.
I sink into nirvana, sweet serene bliss,
As I wait for your voice, your touch, your kiss.
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