Just A Chance

My heart beats harder
The butterflies flutter
When I see your face

My palms get sweaty
Knees feeling shaky
When I see your face

But like anything, given time
I'll come around and you'll be mine
Tell me a story, I'll spin you a rhyme
Just like Cash, I walk the line

Nothing's ever made me feel like this
I wish I could feel just one kiss
I'm okay with a long hard wait
Because you'll be there, you are my fate

Color me jealous of the ones before
But they're not knocking on your door
I am here, as I always will be
Just give me a chance and you will see

Climbing

There is a box
High on a shelf
In it contains
knowledge and wealth
The higher you climb
The more you lose


The more you lose
The worse you feel
The more you need
The box to be real
Keep on climbing
You're almost there

You're almost there
It's straight ahead
One more decision
Or else you're dead
Do you throw it all away
In an effort for glory and fame?

In an effort for glory and fame
You left yourself behind
There's nothing left
But an empty shell
A hollow piece
Of whatever remains

Sharing It All

My heart is open, my mind is free
Nothing quite like serenity
An open field, a hidden vale
Our ocean boat with billowed sail

My back is strong, my hands don't ache
I have learned what I can take
A frigid brook, a thorny rose
A loom to make our own clothes

The life is simple, the happiness true
Never again will I be blue
The sun will shine, the rain will fall
But I have you to share it all

New Renaissance

I'm back with a vengeance, it's a new renaissance
Nothing to lose, left with nonchalance
I was backed in a corner, but I am free
Nothing to lose, yet less misery

I yearn for peace, but understand
That no one's found it without a stand
I must fight, and I will win
So that you won't live again

I will stand strong and fight today
Behind the scenes and in the fray
Yelling commands to all my help
From elders to the new young welp

We will come back, we will prevail
Over the hills and in the vale
These rivers will run with the blood
Heads will fall with a resounding thud

Eventually, you will see
The mistake was not me
For you alone had it all
Thrown away with one last call

The Queen

Sitting on her throne the Queen glares down
As her servants scurry around
She barks and she screams to all who can hear
"Do my bidding, you have nothing to fear!"

No one believes, but does as their told
There will be none to break the mold
But one soldier stands tall, he makes his escape
To flee from the pain he has come to embrace

He runs and he runs until he falls
Looks to the streets and the shopping malls
There is a woman, her name unknown
But in his heart, their tale is sewn

They go to the castle and storm the gates
Finding the Queen that everyone hates
They use their tact, they use their skill
Steal it all for their own thrill

"Your time has come, it was obscene,"
The soldier cries to the Queen,
"I stole your crown and your prize
I took what's mine, now no more lies!"

Your Time Is Now

i am counting down to your embrace
the feeling leaving from my face
i do not hear i do not see
but that is no tragedy

i long for what i can not have
the prize that's just out of my grasp
a yearning for the one that's dear
that bullet placed behind my ear

a sanctified bitch's scorn
and the devil's bright red horn
i'm falling far from your grace
into her love embrace

the calender falls of the wall
as they say, time heals all
but wounds that can not bleed
will always be to plant the seed

the seed of doubt sown on the ground
leads to folly, the fool's around
lead him, drag him, he will stray
no one will be there for your day

A Soliloquy To Last The Ages

A soliloquy to last the ages, a dialogue to express my fears
A dream to last a fortnight, an dialogue to express my years

Camphor and chamomile, a shaman's delight
Rid me of the dreams, save me from the fight

Squelch the rumors, the hate, the lies
Kill the rats, the traitors, the spies

An epiphany to last the ages, a speech to express my tears
A vivid lucidity to last forever, a love to express the new years

Happiness Is Knocking On My Door

My dreams are becoming realities, my fears are finally realized.
Even now, while in limbo, I yearn for you, standing at the window.
Cradle the baby, I'll be by your side, no more running, no reason to hide.
I flee the home where all I know is pain and sorrow, defeat and woe.
To go to a place far down below.

You're waiting for me, I will run into your arms
Southern belle with your witty charms.
I crave thee now, forever I might,
Too soon to know what end is in sight.
But yet I chase, more intense than you know,
Oxytocin explosion this much I will show.

No one to follow, a true partnership found,
The sweet embrace wrapped all around.
I sink into nirvana, sweet serene bliss,
As I wait for your voice, your touch, your kiss.

Old Lady

The old lady tossed me out on my ass
No more living large or spending cash
On the down and out and on the mend
I've only got one more message to send

Gotta tell you how I feel
Tell you the things I know are real
You kill me with a look
And you know how to kill
No shame, just the thrill

Bitch

There's a woman
The fucking bitch ruins me with a look
All she needs to do
Is to put the lead in my head
I'm waiting for her to kill me
To put me out of my misery

One day I will be eased
The great divide will be ceased
She will rip off my face
And dissect the mind she can't understand

Race Is Equal

Niggers hiding in the shadows
With their blank white smiles
Selling their fun in little plastic packages

Spics riding in their cars
With their bandanas by color
Shooting the man across the fucking street

Honkeys sitting on their porch
With their tiny pricks
Fucking their cousins and destroying humanity

Living For Today

Skip to my lou
Do what I do
Left in the loo
Morning dew
Forgotten again
My last friend
Bring it back
I am sad

Thin the lines of the herds of the people
As they gather for mass production
Living their lives in constant abduction
Shoot them where they stand

Fumble the ball
Hear the call
Drip drip drip
Off your fingertip
Bring it
Just bring it
Back home
All alone

Kill the masses with their false predictions
Another false prophet to bear false witness
Killing kindness with bare agression
Living for today

Slip Into The Membrane

The virgin fuck needs to be perverted
The pious prayer needs to be reverted
The angsty teen is probably retarded
When will the hare win?

Jesus spoke to the Pharisees
Moses spoke to the Jews
Gollum spoke to the Baggins'
Like I will speak to you

Fuck the hole that's in your heart
With the solid prick of midnight dark
Listen to the shouting farce
And drop the acid 'til it sparks

The French will win another day
When we will all beg to say
One more word, we pray and pray
It's all in vain, in your vein

Fuck the virgin mother birth
And lock away your afterbirth
For years and years the cells stay ripe
Show the offspring on your Skype

Kill the demon, but slay the god
Slice the punk and stab the mod
Tear the blotter and break the tube
We'll shoot up just me and you

Once upon a time they were good
When no one went without food
I tell them again and again
I tell my enemy,
I tell my friend

Sing Me A Song

Sing me a song, girl
Write me a note
I'm gonna be the one you wrote
Let me be with you
Lay with me
I'm gonna make you happy

We'll live forever under the sun
Over the ground and in the woods
No one will find us, we'll run away
To a place we want to stay

So sing me a song, girl
Write me a note
Let's find out if this log floats
Jump in my arms
I'll always love you
We'll be married sometime soon

We'll never die as long as we
Have some lovely memories
No one will find us, we'll run away
And I'll never leave you astray

Lilith

There will be a girl, they say
One that takes your breath away
She'll fix all that is wrong
And inspire you to write a song

Everything will be perfect
No one could warn you
Of the impending doom
What she'll put you through...

Will be more terrible than anything you've ever faced in your life
Anyone could tell you your back would be stabbed with a knife
But you won't listen because she is deep inside your mind
There's nothing they can do... nothing they can say... to change your...

One day I'll be hanging from a rafter
Then they'll know that I was alone too long
The booze and the pills, they took your place
But they could never ever inspire song

Not like a woman does
The sweet smell of estrogen can make a man do crazy things
But I... I will never feel that...
I... I will never have that love again.

There will be nobody to fuck me over
There will be nobody to make love
There will be nobody to steer me wrong
There will be nobody... I'll be alone.