Seagull's Fly And Fly

Waves crash on the shore
Afflictions easing more and more
Seagulls fly and fly
Passing over through the sky

See the little boat
Out there steady, calmly afloat
Seagulls fly and fly
Passing over through the sky

Watch the people on the beach
Just a breadth from the angry tide's reach
Seagulls fly and fly
Passing over through the sky

I love sitting here
Sitting on this long wood pier
Seagulls fly and fly
Passing over through the sky

This Place I Love

Colors flash across the screen
Giving way to thoughts I dream
Here comes a girl, I named her love,
In this town I've been dreaming of.

Giant towers crumble down
Leading me straight to town.
I scramble up, jump, and run
Beneath the giant purple sun.

Screams of joy come to me
As I lay by the sea.
Orange skies illuminate
And never ever discriminate.

It has now, come to this
This place I loved, now I miss.
Where it's gone, no one knows,
And yet I sleep, I finally doze.

Escape

Strike me down
Leave to bleed
in your lost
Empathy
I revel in your pain
To get away today
My only Escape
Is these words I save
And these songs I write
Trying to help fight
The never ending war
That is Art.

Crank

Crank
Drain the Pain
Obscenities flow through
Floating amongst plastic heads
Mannequins gone
To a better artificial
Plastic Place
Floating Faces
In a land full
Of winding roads
And flying apostrophes
I feel good.

We'll Walk On The Beach

Come with me on the sand
Come with me and take my hand
We'll walk on the beach just you and me
We'll walk on the beach next to the sea.
Feel the wind blow through our hair
Feel the wind fly without care
We'll walk on the beach just you and me
We'll walk on the beach next to the sea.

Remorse Of Those Gone Before

I'm so scared of the shadows surrounding me
I can only see black all around me
Darkness as far as my eyes can see
There's no light at the end of the tunnel, only dark to see

Cities crumble and oceans evaporate
Because of their never ending envy and hate
The darkness gives way to blue and gray
I can't hear what the faces try to say

The mountains fall and rivers run dry
The faces disintegrate and start to cry
Darkness turning to light in spite of hate
I'm giving it all up and just leaving it to fate

You're My Only Friend

I'm just looking at this bottle
it's my only friend.
The only one now that the end is near.
It'll be with me 'til the end,
my only friend.

I'm just looking at this barrel
it's my only friend.
This gun held up to my fuckin' head.
It'll be my new best friend,
my only friend.

I'm just looking at this butt
its my only friend.
Last cigarette in my crumpled pack.
It'll be with me 'til the end,
my only friend.

Thank You... you are my only friend.

The Answer To Life Is In My Hands

Are we living
Or is this just existence?
I just keep giving
So stop the resistance!
I run all day
Leaving the night for others,
No work no pay
Just babies crying for mothers.
Stop me if you heard
But I can't be just like you.
Not a single word
Could express all the things you do.
Two-faced liars
All the fakes, cheats, and death
Caught in the briers
And the skirt tails of Elizabeth.
They call her the great
So come please helps us in a time of need
Don't depend on fate
Lest you trip, fall, and bleed.

Merry-Go-Round

Time goes so slow,
when you have nowhere to go
and no one to please.
We do as we please
on this merry-go-round of life.
Nothing can stop us.
Neither worry nor strife.
It's just us.
Me, you, and this bottle.
Spinning slowly,
going faster and faster
on this merry-go-round of ours.
Then suddenly we slow...
...we creak to a halt.
And as we all jump off
we feel what it is
that is written on the pages
of our hearts and minds,
what we all searched for.
We're all searching for
complete freedom
and a total escape
from the captivating romance
and lies of the merry-go-round.

What Is To Become Of Me?

My eyes are open
yet I do not see.
No one has a clue.
What is to become of me?

I can't eat or sleep
I can hardly hold a breath
Following in line like sheep
On and on and on 'til death

Afterwards they all fall down
In a pile with no place to go.
All is silent, not a sound
I have nobody, and nothing to show

So open up Hades gates;
no pearlies or clouds for me.
You might be a fallen saint,
but this is one toll that has no fee.

For All Humanity

Someday's it feels
like a prophecy is being written
through my hands.
Through this pen comes life
as these words come to life
And dance around the page,
they spin and spin
round and round
Crushing some, eating others
While I still have prophecies to be told
dormant in my mind.
While my hands are racing
My mind is wasting
And still pretty blank
And the outlook is bleak
For All Humanity

Jericho

These city walls are crumbling
these city walls are falling
like Jericho and the pious
the walls leave us free
and susceptible to pain
the walls used to be our barrier
to keep the demons out
but a few drinks and a 'lude
have left us out in the open
and the devil comes in
He tricks and preys
on our insecurities
He lies in wait
to change our love to hate
And turn us against one another
He brings with him famine
A choice of evil
Or still more evil
But we still have our sandbags
To build a barrier
for evil to stumble upon
And for the innocent to escape.

I Yearn For You

Sunrise and lullabies
floating along
On our sweet demise
Just stepping stones
on the way to a disease.
A lake of fire
Burning Bright,
yet dim inside.
One more breath
for my sweetest desire.
I yearn for you,
As you are yearning for youth
And we just go
In crazy little circles.

Nineteen Girls

I got nineteen girls calling my name
each one with a pretty little flame
they all know me by name
and I'll never ever be the same

Don't believe what they say
we'll be reunited one sunny day
you, me, and that pretty yellow flame
we could put all the others to shame

Now I've still got seven calling my name
they've still got the pretty yellow flames
they all know me by name
and I'll never ever be the same

Don't believe what they say
we'll be reunited some sunny day
you, me, and that pretty yellow flame
we can put all the others to shame

Down to one girl calling my name
only one with that pretty yellow flame
doesn't she know me by name?
I will always be the same

Believe, seek what she says
we will never be reunited one sunny day
you, me, and that pretty yellow flame
they still put us to shame.

I am a writer...

...a writer without inspiration...

...floating in a sea of helplessness...

...forlorn and forgotten...

The Two Lovers

Two souls intertwined
In a lover's dance
One continuous waltz
From milestone to milestone

Two souls intermixed
In a soulful orchestra
A continuous serenade
From day to day

Two lovers promenade
In a lovers swing
One continuous rhythm
From hour to hour

Two souls will carry on
Forever in love
One continuous beat
Of two hearts together

Two lovers two souls
In the midst of passion
A continuous journey
That will last forever

Standing Next To Me

I cant believe, that this is happening, to me.
You are, so far away, yet I can feel you
Like you are standing next to me.
I know we've never met but deep inside
Inside my heart I can feel you

Standing next to me
I find it hard to breathe
I love you and you love me
But I cant find the words
To express what we have
You're so far away
And I am so fucking sad

The Happiness Inside

The grand ol' liar
The fit young thief
The rich fat lawyer
You don't want to be.
But if you try to see
What blind eyes do,
Then you will realize keys
To everlasting youth.
For all these people,
They make great money...
But if you examine
Their happiness inside...
I think you will find
A great surprise!

Ecstasy

Eloquence
in a dance
Leads into
Proper
Removal from
All thought processes.
For ecstasy
Controls
What the mind
Subdues.

Untitled

Periodically examine
The life you live
Keep rechecking
The hysterectomy of society
The vasectomy of truth
The euthanization of youth
The reevaluation of piousy.

Periodically examine
The deeds you do
Keep rechecking
The exhumation of ignorance
The resurrection of lies
The recreation of death
The excavation of infertility

Periodically examine
Who you are
Keep rechecking
The ______ of YOU.

One More Step

Take another step
One more to the door.
Step over the threshold
Never know what lies before
In a world as ours
With cynicism and hate
Criminals and rape
No one knows what happens
When you step through the door.

Price of Lust

Correct your mistakes
Or follow the leader,
Dont dismiss the case.
If you keep her,
I'm your star witness.
He's the jury
You're the prosecutor
And the defendant.
Why do you feel
The need to kill?
Why does it hurt
To take this pill?
Why do we need
Crack and speed?
Who knows but us,
The price of lust?

Destiny

Rose petals
Leave glistening
Trails in
The dust
Floating over
Our heads.
But we
Dont believe
In destiny?

SICK!

Don't touch me!
I'm contagious!
It's a disease...
NO LIES
A cancer
Of great magnitude
Like an earthquake
That shakes your soul
A sickness
That takes control
Of mind and body
And soul again.
Uncontrolled we fall in.
Death is fearless...
...You are pain.

Beauty

If beauty is only skin deep
And in the eye of the beholder,
What's to stop us
From becoming older?
If reality sets in
And the mirror breaks
We'll know right then,
That's all it takes.

Drug

The Junk In Your
LUNGS
The Holes In Your
BRAIN
The Fiend In Your
SOUL
The Yearning For A
FIX
Is the true meaning
Of a dead man walking.

Cursed

These words are a curse
They just flow through my hand
Like electricity
I'm charged with knowledge
In charge of writing.
Charge the royal gates!
Ask "Who's in charge?"
I am.
The Royal Gates of Poetry
I hold a key
Into the hearts of many
But without a lock
The key is useless.
These words are a curse
They go in circles...
I can't breathe
I'm suffocating.

"I'm Sorry"

Sitting on the front porch
Old man in a rocking chair
Staring at the flat horizon
Waiting for the reaper's harvest.
He smokes gently from a pipe
While contemplating life.
Trying to remember good
And forget all his sins.
Silently begging for forgiveness
Sadness etched in his expression
The pain shows through
His weathered face.
He stands up slowly
Arthritis wreaking havoc,
He breathes in slowly
And gently sighs,
"I'm Sorry"