Old Lady

The old lady tossed me out on my ass
No more living large or spending cash
On the down and out and on the mend
I've only got one more message to send

Gotta tell you how I feel
Tell you the things I know are real
You kill me with a look
And you know how to kill
No shame, just the thrill

Bitch

There's a woman
The fucking bitch ruins me with a look
All she needs to do
Is to put the lead in my head
I'm waiting for her to kill me
To put me out of my misery

One day I will be eased
The great divide will be ceased
She will rip off my face
And dissect the mind she can't understand

Race Is Equal

Niggers hiding in the shadows
With their blank white smiles
Selling their fun in little plastic packages

Spics riding in their cars
With their bandanas by color
Shooting the man across the fucking street

Honkeys sitting on their porch
With their tiny pricks
Fucking their cousins and destroying humanity

Living For Today

Skip to my lou
Do what I do
Left in the loo
Morning dew
Forgotten again
My last friend
Bring it back
I am sad

Thin the lines of the herds of the people
As they gather for mass production
Living their lives in constant abduction
Shoot them where they stand

Fumble the ball
Hear the call
Drip drip drip
Off your fingertip
Bring it
Just bring it
Back home
All alone

Kill the masses with their false predictions
Another false prophet to bear false witness
Killing kindness with bare agression
Living for today

Slip Into The Membrane

The virgin fuck needs to be perverted
The pious prayer needs to be reverted
The angsty teen is probably retarded
When will the hare win?

Jesus spoke to the Pharisees
Moses spoke to the Jews
Gollum spoke to the Baggins'
Like I will speak to you

Fuck the hole that's in your heart
With the solid prick of midnight dark
Listen to the shouting farce
And drop the acid 'til it sparks

The French will win another day
When we will all beg to say
One more word, we pray and pray
It's all in vain, in your vein

Fuck the virgin mother birth
And lock away your afterbirth
For years and years the cells stay ripe
Show the offspring on your Skype

Kill the demon, but slay the god
Slice the punk and stab the mod
Tear the blotter and break the tube
We'll shoot up just me and you

Once upon a time they were good
When no one went without food
I tell them again and again
I tell my enemy,
I tell my friend

Sing Me A Song

Sing me a song, girl
Write me a note
I'm gonna be the one you wrote
Let me be with you
Lay with me
I'm gonna make you happy

We'll live forever under the sun
Over the ground and in the woods
No one will find us, we'll run away
To a place we want to stay

So sing me a song, girl
Write me a note
Let's find out if this log floats
Jump in my arms
I'll always love you
We'll be married sometime soon

We'll never die as long as we
Have some lovely memories
No one will find us, we'll run away
And I'll never leave you astray

Lilith

There will be a girl, they say
One that takes your breath away
She'll fix all that is wrong
And inspire you to write a song

Everything will be perfect
No one could warn you
Of the impending doom
What she'll put you through...

Will be more terrible than anything you've ever faced in your life
Anyone could tell you your back would be stabbed with a knife
But you won't listen because she is deep inside your mind
There's nothing they can do... nothing they can say... to change your...

One day I'll be hanging from a rafter
Then they'll know that I was alone too long
The booze and the pills, they took your place
But they could never ever inspire song

Not like a woman does
The sweet smell of estrogen can make a man do crazy things
But I... I will never feel that...
I... I will never have that love again.

There will be nobody to fuck me over
There will be nobody to make love
There will be nobody to steer me wrong
There will be nobody... I'll be alone.

Leave A Message

Should I give it another try?
Should I fall in love or die?
Should I shoot for the stars?
Should I break through the bars?

I have so many questions
I need answers to
I have so many questions
I need answers too

Will I go to another place?
Will I live after my life?
Will I cast the first stone?
Will I break another bone?

I have the questions
That have no answers
Just call me crazy
And leave a message at the beep

Psycho

The blank white walls
The blank white walls
The padded walls
The padded walls
Come save me, Lord
Come save my, Lord
Don't break my heart
Another time

The book writes itself
The motives inate
The need to create
The failure to anticipate

The bars on the door
The bars on the door
The holes in the wall
The holes in the wall
Come save me, Lord
Come save me, Lord
Just set me free
Another time

Just writing some stuff...

I've laid here and dreamt of you
For far too long
I've given up too much
And come too far
One day I'll have the courage
But not today
No not today

Today is just another day
Hiding my feelings and waiting it out
Today is just another day
Getting ready to shout it out
I love you, I love you, I love you
Not today
But maybe tomorrow

Grant Me One Wish, God

Morphine soaks the bedsheets
The bottle is broken
And the syringe is laying on the floor

I need a way to escape the escape
I need a way to relive the dead
I need a way to comprehend the imaginary
Help me do the impossible

Grant me one wish, God
Grant me the serenity to change what I can't
Grant me the freedom to choose my own will
Grant me a cure from the opiate haven
I have torn it out of my own being

I have ills, I have ailments
I need your help, Oh God
Thou shalt save me from my one true nemesis
Myself...

No help is coming?

No God?

No God?

Why have you forsaken me?

Drown it out

I sit here and drown it out
Drown the voices, drown them out
They need to leave, I need them gone
Just put my favorite music on

Sip this bottle, it will ease the pain
The greatest lie ever told
It increases, the pain, tenfold
I can't stop it, I won't stop it

A New Life

It's the end of the day
And we all smile because we got paid
We frown because it's not enough
But we still go on from here

We're just living life through thick and thin
Making ends meet and trying to begin
A new life without you

Stay... or Leave...

Everyone's telling me I need to get over you
Everyone's telling me I can do better without you

But what they don't know
Is that I loved you
More than anyone ever could
And I just can't let that go

So when the mountains crumble
And the rain is blood
The rivers will overflow with love
Because I'll be by your side
Day and night
Every time you need me

I'll be there

So leave me alone right this second
Because when you're gone I'll be hurt more
Than you can hurt me now

So a good punishment could be
To never ever ever speak
To me again

You'll regret it, my friend

But it's what needs to be done
Just please go and run
I will never forgive myself

For chasing you away

Punk Rock's Not Dead

"But the suburban scumbags, they don't care
Just get fat and dye their hair!"
- Fear "I Love Livin' in the City"

I got nothing
No thoughts in my head
I want something
To tell me punks not dead
The Exploited
Let me know, but do I believe
A few old fuckers
Who abandoned the scene?
What good is to live
To this music that we all love?
What good does it do
To hate and only have a few
Friends to call on
In shitty times
I got nothing
No reasons no rhymes
I got a gun in my hand
But I'm too afraid to pull the trigger
I got one more thing to say
Before you run along with her
I need to get this off my chest
I need to reaffirm that punks not dead
That I'm not dead
I need a reaffirmation of faith
To keep me sane
To keep me going forward.
Punks not dead
How can it be dead when I live it?
How can DIY be DOA if the FBI is the CIA?
That doesn't make sense
But it doesn't have to
This is punk rock for the masses
Don't listen to me,
I just got tattoos.